Saturday, July 15, 2006

It is never easy to exam Oneself from the inside out on a deep level. I have done it several times in My life but W/we all know that W/we change just like the seasons do.

I am the season fall. I am the brisk, cold breeze that hits you in the face unexpectedly, yet you are always to inhale the smell of it sweetness. I am stubborn, sometimes annoyingly so. I never give up on something I believe in and can hold a grudge like you would not belieeve.

I am a lifetime student due to a college professors advice. "When you stop learning your soul dies". I took it to heart and need to learn things I do not know about on a constant basis.

I have four addictions in My life. Books, Shoes, Lipstick and fingernail polish. All in which I have far too much of.

I am a strong Dominant Woman. I can be a Sadistic Bitch and strike at a moments notice. I find great love in tracing My lips on warm bruised skin and understand the strength it takes to endure it for Me. Through it all you will be able to look into My deep brown eyes and get lost in them. Swimming in them knowing that no one loves you like I do.

I always tend to see the good in people and give them the benefit of the doubt. It can be both a blessing and a curse. It has caused Me great pain and heartbreak, I have been used, abused and mistreated from it. Yet it allows Me to gain trust to those around Me.

To My family and friends I am refered to as "Dear Abby". I am the One everyone comes to when a problem arises or life falls apart. We laugh and make a joke about it, yet there are always knocks on My door and crying phone calls late at night.

If I had a dollar for everytime someone has told Me that I seep of sexual aura and strength, I would be one rich Woman. I have always understood and embraced My own sexuality and have never been afraid of it, or showing it to others. I have always been able to accept My body for its goodness and it's faults. I model part time for Lane Bryant and have spoken for many years at different Jr. High and High schools to girls about learning to accept themselve's for what they are and embrace there body image with respect. Being comfortable with O/oneself is the most important thing.

I am an old soul, wise beyond My years and have always been told so. I believe in the truth in people and romance. I am a hopeless romantic and nothing gets to My heart quicker then a love letter. These days those things seem far and few in between but I would like to believe that they are still out there, even if they are out there floating in the abyss somewhere.

I am the craving in your mouth and the burning in your belly. I am addictive. I fall in love to quickly and where My heart on My sleeve. Sometimes a good thing, sometimes bad. Nevertheless it is Me. I am the quench of your thirst even in the hot desert. I can be obsessive, even making My territory.

I can be overly dramatic, tight lipped and mean. I do not take no for an answerwhen I believe in something, yet sometimes give it very quickly others. I am a pure contridiction. I am a girly girl and enjoy being pampered. Sadly in saying that I can not remember the last time someone spoiled Me or I spoiled Myself.

I am kind, gentle, loving and smart. I have a sharp mind, sharp instincts and understand with true compassion. I am direct, abrasive and outspoken. I am controveral and have never been told that I am unapproachable. I am hot blooded and warm hearted. I can be very secretive and only let in those I think should be let in. I am a brickwall and very few are able to truely get inside My heart and My soul.

I can be intense in many aspects of My life. Including My sensual and sexual side. I have very seldom enjoyed a soft and quiet time. I am rough, loud and speak My mind. I teeter between a neat freak and a slob. I am a procrasinator when I want to be.

I believe in the true love of a Female Led Relationship. I believe that all women have it in there to rule the roost and just need the knowledge to do so. I believe that a submissive man is the strongest and sadly the most vulnerable kind around. Although that vulnerable state is what attracts Me.

I have charisma, charm and am elegant. I am irresistable, creative and fun to be around. I am funny and when something really tickles Me I snort while laughing. Yes it will be a long time before anyone sees that!

I am adaptable in any situation and am a true listener. I am a mother, a Sister if by fate and not blood, a Daughter, a Grandaughter and a friend. I believe in family's. I am defensive, jaded and 100% soft. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I am a Goddess, a Mistress and a true Dominant Woman. I am a threat, a promise and human.

I am a follower of the God's and Goddess's of the world, of Native American cultures and The craft. I believe in surviving our past, living our present and predicting our future. I am the reincarnation of a half dozen past lives and believe I will live many more.

I am emotional and get My heart broken very easy. I tend to dance around My livingroom even if there are people watching and am a home nudist. I am a nerd, a beauty and a sight to see.

I am Me. No matter how complicated and strange. I am Me and I am proud of that.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

1 Comments:

At 8:26 PM , Blogger fd said...

The world would be a far better place if E/everyone had the same ability to examine T/themselves with the same depth as You have done. You are an inspiration!

 

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