I feel a tad better this morning. Last night proved to thankfully be a night full of rest and I feel a bit fresher this morning. I believe the saying "When it rains it pours". Seems like everything is hitting Me from every angle possible. Ironically I am okay with that. I am used to being tested.

Although I must admit it has been a time that I needed. Not the pain or sickness of course but the quiet. The docile movement of everyday life and just cuddle My kids. As I have said a million times over, I believe each and everything happens for a certain reason. Why I got this sick, I do not know. Yet, it was time My body got My attention to just slow down and take a deep breath. I have enjoyed doing just that. Now, if the pain would just go away I would be one happy woman.

Over the last month or so I have come in contact with some very shitty submissives and some quite wonderful ones. I have been lucky that the good have outweighed the bad by 110%. Yet, I am starting to think that if the net BDSM community came together and seeped out the names of those that W/we know are players then it would save U/us a world of both hurt and time.

I am starting to think that those players do not understand that there really is a live, breathing person on the other end of that internet line. That even those who are Dominant live a regular everyday life and have a heart that beats just like theirs.

Sadly I do not have to list their names here because I am betting money that they still come here to live through Me and know well enough who they are. Tsk Tsk. Did your momma not teach you better then this?

The weather here has been beautiful. Gloomy and plum cold to most but beautiful and silent to Me. Cold, grey, windy. Is there any better blend then that?

Nope, nothing better.
At least nothing G-rated!