Just arriving home today the phone rings. It is a gentleman whom I have done his hair for, for at least 5 years wanted to know if he can run by and "get done". I always giggle when people say that because it makes Me sound like a hooker. Anywho... he is in his mid 50's and always gets his hair cut (which is fairly long to begin with), beard trimmed and hair colored to a lovely silver (which is a beautiful salt and pepper shade, I have tried to convince him over the years to leave it with no luck)

Last time he was here he was dated a quite younger gal whom he had been dating for about a month and had told her that he loved her. She did not tell him back and he told Me he wished he had something that sort of "nudged" her in the direction he was hoping for. I of course made him a sachet of Mandrake Root crushed, a bit of olive and lavender. He placed it under his pillow and told me all about it working when he arrived today.

"She told me she loved me" he says.
Then wants to know how exactly that worked and how I knew to do it. Of course I wanted to blurt out because I am an herbal witch, yet did not think it would be good for business so I just said I studied herbs for awhile and knew that it would help.

He then sits in my chair and starts to tell me about he and his new loves sex life. You see there are thearpist that have papers on the wall and then there are bartenders and hair stylist.

"She wants to spank me" he blurts out in the middle of My trimming his beard.
I nod
"She wants me to worship Her feet"
I nod
"She wants to smother Me with her... (he stutters)... you know...(stutters more) with what is between Her legs"
I nod
"She even wants me to kneel in front of her and call her Mistress"
I nod

he stops talking and looks back at Me.
"What do you think"

I growl under My breath. How I want to shout to the world everyday that I am a strong Dominant Woman and that the men that have been with Me do those things. It is not strange to Me. It is love... life... the persuit of happiness.

Yet I know I can't
I simply say... "Go on"

he stutters through the whole "I know you think it is strange, wrong, ect, ect."

I sit down and tell him.

"She wants you to be submissive dear. To serve her the way she deserves to be treated. She wants you to be Hers completely and do things without question. I am a Dominant woman. A female leader who never gets in a relationship with a man who does not want to serve Me."

I lean in closer

"I am also a solitary, herbal witch. That is how I knew she would love you back"

he sits there a minute looking at Me. My heart races and I think to Myself how bad for business this is.

he hugs Me as if I am his long lost mother. Now it seems I have Her calling Me for Domination advice. giggles.


I just had to share this. Sometimes it is clear W/we need to be 100% true to who and what we are. They may just be some people that really do understand.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

I found this picture and thought it was too cute to pass up. I am hoping to start adding pictures to all My posts.

Blessed be and goodnight!
Goddess Isis Moon

The weekend has posed to be fairly busy. This is the first time that I have been able to sit down and write even just alittle bit and even now I feel there are a million things to do. I am hoping to be able to sit down and catch up on some of the things that have lacked. Emails, the board... ect.

Just wanted to send warm blessings until I am able to write later!

Blessings,
Goddess Isis Moon

I have not been around much lately, this I know.

There have been things this weekend that have tested My ability to cope and My ability to look at the brighter things in life.

I am not One to air all that dirty laundry but there have been several P/people asking what is going on so I thought I would explain.

My grandmother on My dad's side died 20 years ago. She was the one that kept My family together. After that My grandfather became more abusive emotionally to the rest of My family. There are 3 boys. My uncle (The ass), My dad and My uncle that lives far away. This weekend was the estate sale of My grandmother and grandfathers home. Sadly it was made that My uncle (The ass) and his wife took everything and the rest of us recieved nothing.

My grandmother and I were very close. We could not be seperated. I was 8 years old when she died and through the years I tried to get several personal things that were hers to no avial. So this saturday the family stood with a bunch of strangers and bid on her personal items. Only to be bid against by the ass's of the family only so W/we were not able to get a thing. I think I bid on 25 different things and came out with only 4.

It proved to be the most emotional situation I have been in, in several years. I stood there in tears praying to the Goddess's that I would have something that was hers.

So this is why I have not been around. I am worn out and emotionally exhausted but I will try to be around more often.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

There was a post on the FLR that I wanted to write more. I of course when reading it wanted to maim right off the bat but held Myself and quickly wrote.

Yet here I feel I need to clean somethings up.

I want to first say that there are so many people in the world that are close minded. Those that judge before they truely know what they are talking about. Nothing makes Me more angry then those that "assume" things before they know anything about it.

Wicca is not about the devil. We do not worship him or believe that he is true. There is no devil in the craft. As always I hate labels so I will not speak for others and will simply tell you what The Craft means to me.

Witchcraft for Me and many others is all about nature. The combination of natural oils and herbs are down in crafting a spell. Along with the correct color candle, perhaps a crystal, insence and numerous things that you can throw into the mix. It is about getting in touch with One's self. For Me I believe in the God that most do. I also believe in many God and Goddess forces. I believe in the Shaman way. I believe in Native American teachings. In fact one of the main teachings in Wicca/Pagan/Witchcraft... what have you.. is based on the teachings of old. Everything is based on the moon, seasons and the sun.

I just wanted to clear this up and plan to write more on it as time goes by.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

Goddess A and I were giggling while posting something on the FLR board. There is nothing that makes Me giggle more then the word penis.

I have NEVER been one that uses nicey nice words. I love the word cock... I love the word cunt. Although I know that several Women hate that word it is one that really gets My heart beating very quickly.

Penis makes Me think of being in the 2nd grade and a boy showing Me his "penis" while during story hour. Makes Me giggle everytime.

Blessings,
Goddess Isis Moon

It is never easy to exam Oneself from the inside out on a deep level. I have done it several times in My life but W/we all know that W/we change just like the seasons do.

I am the season fall. I am the brisk, cold breeze that hits you in the face unexpectedly, yet you are always to inhale the smell of it sweetness. I am stubborn, sometimes annoyingly so. I never give up on something I believe in and can hold a grudge like you would not belieeve.

I am a lifetime student due to a college professors advice. "When you stop learning your soul dies". I took it to heart and need to learn things I do not know about on a constant basis.

I have four addictions in My life. Books, Shoes, Lipstick and fingernail polish. All in which I have far too much of.

I am a strong Dominant Woman. I can be a Sadistic Bitch and strike at a moments notice. I find great love in tracing My lips on warm bruised skin and understand the strength it takes to endure it for Me. Through it all you will be able to look into My deep brown eyes and get lost in them. Swimming in them knowing that no one loves you like I do.

I always tend to see the good in people and give them the benefit of the doubt. It can be both a blessing and a curse. It has caused Me great pain and heartbreak, I have been used, abused and mistreated from it. Yet it allows Me to gain trust to those around Me.

To My family and friends I am refered to as "Dear Abby". I am the One everyone comes to when a problem arises or life falls apart. We laugh and make a joke about it, yet there are always knocks on My door and crying phone calls late at night.

If I had a dollar for everytime someone has told Me that I seep of sexual aura and strength, I would be one rich Woman. I have always understood and embraced My own sexuality and have never been afraid of it, or showing it to others. I have always been able to accept My body for its goodness and it's faults. I model part time for Lane Bryant and have spoken for many years at different Jr. High and High schools to girls about learning to accept themselve's for what they are and embrace there body image with respect. Being comfortable with O/oneself is the most important thing.

I am an old soul, wise beyond My years and have always been told so. I believe in the truth in people and romance. I am a hopeless romantic and nothing gets to My heart quicker then a love letter. These days those things seem far and few in between but I would like to believe that they are still out there, even if they are out there floating in the abyss somewhere.

I am the craving in your mouth and the burning in your belly. I am addictive. I fall in love to quickly and where My heart on My sleeve. Sometimes a good thing, sometimes bad. Nevertheless it is Me. I am the quench of your thirst even in the hot desert. I can be obsessive, even making My territory.

I can be overly dramatic, tight lipped and mean. I do not take no for an answerwhen I believe in something, yet sometimes give it very quickly others. I am a pure contridiction. I am a girly girl and enjoy being pampered. Sadly in saying that I can not remember the last time someone spoiled Me or I spoiled Myself.

I am kind, gentle, loving and smart. I have a sharp mind, sharp instincts and understand with true compassion. I am direct, abrasive and outspoken. I am controveral and have never been told that I am unapproachable. I am hot blooded and warm hearted. I can be very secretive and only let in those I think should be let in. I am a brickwall and very few are able to truely get inside My heart and My soul.

I can be intense in many aspects of My life. Including My sensual and sexual side. I have very seldom enjoyed a soft and quiet time. I am rough, loud and speak My mind. I teeter between a neat freak and a slob. I am a procrasinator when I want to be.

I believe in the true love of a Female Led Relationship. I believe that all women have it in there to rule the roost and just need the knowledge to do so. I believe that a submissive man is the strongest and sadly the most vulnerable kind around. Although that vulnerable state is what attracts Me.

I have charisma, charm and am elegant. I am irresistable, creative and fun to be around. I am funny and when something really tickles Me I snort while laughing. Yes it will be a long time before anyone sees that!

I am adaptable in any situation and am a true listener. I am a mother, a Sister if by fate and not blood, a Daughter, a Grandaughter and a friend. I believe in family's. I am defensive, jaded and 100% soft. I can be your best friend or your worst enemy. I am a Goddess, a Mistress and a true Dominant Woman. I am a threat, a promise and human.

I am a follower of the God's and Goddess's of the world, of Native American cultures and The craft. I believe in surviving our past, living our present and predicting our future. I am the reincarnation of a half dozen past lives and believe I will live many more.

I am emotional and get My heart broken very easy. I tend to dance around My livingroom even if there are people watching and am a home nudist. I am a nerd, a beauty and a sight to see.

I am Me. No matter how complicated and strange. I am Me and I am proud of that.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

I would like to comment on the person who commented in My comment book.

I have been in this lifestyle 10+ years and am fully aware that both a Dominant and submissive need respect. Respect is earned... where respect is given.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

It is almost 2am here and I am just unable to sleep. I am not sure exactly what is eating at Me yet clearly something is and making My mind just unable to settle the way it should.

Sadly I know that My body needs rest but how do You rest Your body when Your mind simply does not want it to. Mind over matter.. yes I know.

I know that some of Yyou come here to learn more about Me and yes read My daily life but I felt the need to write more about what I need and am looking for. So here goes

The Need

The submissive I am looking for must be kind, gentle, loving and have a true old soul. They must be romantic and understand the true meaning of chivlary. A true desire to serve must be within their heart and soul. They must understand and/or be able to obtain the meaning of a real Female Led Relationship. A true Goddess Worship attitude and a desire to be what I want, when I want. They must be true to themselve so inturn they can be true to Me. Must be honest and giving in their submission. For the true heart never lies. Must be willing to give what needs to be given and understand that I may take anything at anytime. They need to be well spoken, well written and well traveled. Must have an open mind in many areas of life and be fully open to learning more.

They must be respectful to Myself, Those I love and family. They must understand that My life at times is surround by a busy life, children and love. The must endure the studies that a true submissive/slave endures and understand that being just that means a life full of learning and new area's to explore. you must be willing to change on a dime and move and speak the way I wish for you to at that moment. you need to understand and embrace the arua that surrounds Me and bow to it.

you must love Me like no other, you must respect Me like no other and in return I will do the same three fold.

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

Today is another gloomy day outside. The fog is finally lifting thankfully and it is hot and humid. The earth is so moist that I shouldn't have to water for a few days.

Had a glorious dream last night. I was curled in bed and My submissive was curled around My feet like a warm snake waiting to shed it's skin. Was such a beautiful dream. There were many things that I dreamed of last night, I wish I could remember them all. I think I need to get one of those mini recorders so I can instantly wake up and record what I remember. It seems that I forget as soon as the first cup of coffee hits My tummy. Perhaps I should start drinking tea instead. Perhaps some myrth which promotes memories and well being.

My herb garden seems to not be doing as good as previous years. Sadly I think that it has been due to the drought we have had. Even through My watering I can sense that they are craving more rain. I believe that it is supposed to rain the next few days so perhaps they will perk up a bit.

Today seems quite busy. A lot on My agenda and none in which I really want to do. Yesterday I was blessed to be able to take a small, short nap in the middle of the afternoon. A very rare, but very wonderful thing. There is nothing better then curling in and dreaming the day away. Even if it is for just an hour. Refreshes the heart and the mind. Does not do bad for the worn out body either!

Blessed be,
Goddess Isis Moon

It is raining, actually pouring outside today. I so do enjoy the rain. Makes One just want to nap and call it a day! The rain washes away any traces left behind and makes the world smell fresh and new. As if there was nothing before it. It makes it seem as if the nighttime has crept into the day and the world is dark and beautiful all too soon.

Thankfully the rain has come and I do not have to get out and water My herbs, flowers and veggies. The rain water is so much better for them.

Such a respesentation of My life lately. Dark and dreary, yet flexable enough to wash away even the yucky days. Making everything fresh, new and clear again.

Blessed be!
Goddess Isis Moon

*These are the times that try ones soul*

That could be My motto for the last week or so. I tend to be on a bit of a down slope. Loving and Losing, Cussing and being angry, Sadness yet relaxed. Everything seems to be changing so quickly around Me that I can hardly keep up.

Not even really sure if it is a good or bad change, just a change in general. You would think that the seasons were changing around Me, yet it is still the season of fire and everything is burning the way it should.

I know that everything comes into our lives for a reason. Yet I am starting to question what that reason is. Why do things come and go so quickly that Wwe can hardly even take in their beauty before they scurry off? It seems nothing stays in one place for long anymore and I wonder if the truthfullness in anything still readily exsists.

I am starting to question even the little things around Me. I have never been one to do that but everything around Me seems to explode under pressure.

A post that makes no sense to some.. yet makes sense to Me and that is all that matters.

Blessings,
Goddess Isis Moon

I think that this part of Indiana I live in should have a notch in the bible belt.
I have never been one to write or discuss politics, religion or lifestyle choices with the general public but something happend yesterday that rubbed Me the wrong way.

I had just finished taking My daughter to her karate class and decided to jump across the street to the grocery store to get a few things for dinner and the rest of the week. As we were finishing our shopping we exit the store to a picket line. A picket line with signs that say:

You are going to hell if you don't believe
God is great... you aren't
Believe or get out

Just to name a small few. My daughter who is six was of course frightened as the pushed her body around and handed her millions of little booklets asking her if she had been saved, if she goes to church.. blah blah blah

We finally got through the line and I made her sit in the car. I sat in the front just wondering what the next move I would make should be and just decided to let it go. I did of course complain to the manager of the store and he insisted that he had already called the police to get them removed.

Now.... with all of this.... I have never been one that shoves My lifestyle choices in someone else's face, why should they? I believe in the right to free speech and believe that is one great thing about America. Yet I do not believe that, that free speech should be shoved down someone elses throat in any way shape or form.

I could have stood outside the store and held picket signs.

"All men should be submissive"
"I believe in FLR"
"I believe that women are superior to men"
"I am a witch"
"I am wiccan"

Yet I do not believe that others should have to believe or live My lifestyle. I have never shoved it in anyways face. If they want to know, to learn, it is My choice to teach them.

With that said it is not that I believe in Satan (For there is no devil in the craft). It is not that I do not believe in God. For I do, many Gods and many Goddess's. I am spirtual in My own way and so is My family. I let My daughter do her own choices... I was raised catholic, went to a southern baptist church and finally found My calling in the spirtual world as a wiccan. My daughter has adapted some of those tendencies but we also pray everynight to the Gods and Goddess's. She makes her way.. I do not push her and she simply does what feels right.

I just had to vent... as I said I am normally not one to just talk about the relgious ways of the world... but it really pissed Me off.

Chalk it up to PMS or just acceptance of others but it rubbed Me wrong.

Blessed be Kiddles,
Goddess Moon

Where is the moment when you need it the most?
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skys faded to grey
They tell me your passion has gone away
I don't need no carrying on
You stand in line just to hit a new low
You are faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your lifes been way offline
Your falling to pieces everytime
I dont need no carrying on
Cause you had a bad day
Your taking one down
you sing a sad song just to turn it around
you say you dont know
you tell me dont lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
you had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
you had a bad day
Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
I don't need to carry on
Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing just seems wrong
You might not make it back and you know that you could be strong
Well I am not wrong
So where is the passion when you need it the most?
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day

From some reason the weekend has caught up to Me and I am growing more and more tired as the minutes go by. I wanted to post though before I head off.

Most do not understand that a true D/s relationship has such a deeper love then any Vanilla one can imagine. There is such a deeper and more spirtual connection through a D/s one then one without it.

I have been lucky in My years to have felt it and know that it is in the Goddess's thoughts that I shall have it again.

Of course a D/s love is a lot of work and many do not understand that the sexual aspect of it for some is just a small part. There is so many realms that surround this type of love, that binding it down to just one thing is near impossible.

I hope Eeveryone at some point in their lives is able to feel the truthfullness and kindness that comes from this type of love.

I wish that for Eeveryone.

Blessed be,
Goddess Moon